Kill Me Now

You know how there are some people you just can't get along with? Yeah, I've found one of those. I feel bad about always getting irritated with him, but then I'm around him and I remember why I always get irritated. And he's always around. He hangs out with the people I hang out with, so I'm pretty much stuck with him. Joy for me. I wish I could pretend like it's all good, but it is definitely hard. I guess I'll try to control my irritation in regards to him. I tell myself that everyday and yet it hasn't really worked yet. We'll see how well this works out. Wish me luck.

I'm Not Dead

Shoot, it's been awhile. Probably due to the fact that whenever I have down time I'm always at the guys' apartment. Possibly. Which is where I am at the moment. It's pretty much home these days, considering I'm only ever home to sleep. Anyway...

You know how sometimes you think to yourself, "Hey, I'm being ridiculous. I'm over-thinking things way too much, so maybe I should stop before I make things worse for myself." Well, that's definitely what I've been thinking for awhile now. But have I taken my own advice? Of course not, because I am a ridiculous person. We'll see how life turns out.

Books Are Delicious

The Mortal Instruments and The Infernal Devices series--if you haven't read them, I command you to do so. They happen to be amazing, and I'm pretty sure I'm in love with them. And you would be too if you read them. So go forth and read, saith Cannonballa.

You've Got Mail!

So I got an email today on my university email saying that I had a package waiting for me at the auxiliary services building. So we set out on an epic journey to find this mysterious, yet to be seen building. Come to find out it's in the middle of nowhere. So we get there and the lady brings my package to me, and it's HUGE. Okay, so maybe that's a bit of an exaggeration. But it was still big. And it was from my DQ friends, Grim-Graham, Koko, and Shnookums! Yes! Then I've gotta lug this thing back to the dorm, which isn't too close, but it was all good because I got a package from friends! I got in the door and got out my knife and cut right through that packing tape. Most random/awesome package ever! A coloring book with crayons, a vanilla candle that smells like a cupcake, a St. Louis sweater, a giant bag of Peanut M&M's, and a special kit that's for our knowing about only haha. So yeah, random but awesome! These are also the friends that bought me my dream bike for a going-away present. Yes, I am incredibly lucky. So that package pretty much just made my week. And I was having a pretty sucky week, so life is awesome now. I'm now loving life. Life is good. Now I just need to keep that in mind for when I think life sucks again...

Life Happens

So once upon a time, there was this girl who liked this guy. Mind you, this girl has liked this guy before, and he just liked one of her friends then. Anyway, back to the current story. This guy knows this girl likes him, and it's not weird at all. Everything's peachy. Then la-di-dah, one day this girl decides to find out who this guy likes, hoping it's herself. So she asks him. And it's not her. It's her friend. Shoot. Looking back, this girl should have realized this would happen, because it is the exact same situation she was in before, with the same guy. Turns out history really does repeat itself.

Suck.

You know how there are always times in life when things just suck, and you feel like a complete loser? Yeah, I'm having one of those times. And it royally sucks. So our whole dorm and a whole guys' apartment are friends, right (kind of my doing)? So all these guys plan a group date, and they all have dates to it. Three of those dates are my roommates. Can you guess who the loser is in this scenario? That's right, it's your's truly. Me. Suck. I mean I'm not a big date-lover, but still. Everyone is going except me. Saturday night, home alone. Science and scriptures, here I come.

Look Out!

Sometimes history repeats itself. But only sometimes...